Thirty and half ish…
The flat warming went well. I kept it small and only invited the people I really wanted. This upset a few people but I think I’m moving past the stage where I need to invite people just because I can. Amazingly, I’m not actually feeling guilty for hurting them.
I could give you a long explanation of the whys and wherefores but I don’t think it’s pertinent. Let’s just say that I’m finally dealing with myself. God has forced me to take a look at some stuff and make changes. He’s also honing me - so while I wouldn’t go through the last couple of months again, I’m thankful for what I’m growing to become.
When I was younger, I thought that you would eventually reach this point where you had it all figured out. I’m beginning to doubt that point ever happens hehe. At least life will never be boring haha!
24 June, 2008 + Posted in Me +
Good for you Rachel, I can relate to what you’re saying. Sure it’s hurtful but I think sometimes if you’re gonna grow youvé gotta leave certain things behind.
Comment by Amy — 25 June, 2008 @ 9:18 am
I agree. Time to deal with the past so that the future is of God’s making
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Comment by Rach — 26 June, 2008 @ 12:01 am