Precipitation

God has been helping me tonight. I’m seeing things in a new light. Thank you so much God!

We had a bit of excitement tonight… I had friends around for tea. We’d just finished tea and were sitting down discussing deep things when all of a sudden we heard a squealing noise. My mate Will wondered if it was a car crash so he got up and ran to the the door.

It turned out that someone had been going too fast on a wet night. They had turned the bend really fast, lost control of their car, slid off the bank and stopped short of hitting into a house. Glad no one was hurt! Hope they learnt a lesson!

The flat warming went well. I kept it small and only invited the people I really wanted. This upset a few people but I think I’m moving past the stage where I need to invite people just because I can. Amazingly, I’m not actually feeling guilty for hurting them.

I could give you a long explanation of the whys and wherefores but I don’t think it’s pertinent. Let’s just say that I’m finally dealing with myself. God has forced me to take a look at some stuff and make changes. He’s also honing me - so while I wouldn’t go through the last couple of months again, I’m thankful for what I’m growing to become.

When I was younger, I thought that you would eventually reach this point where you had it all figured out. I’m beginning to doubt that point ever happens hehe. At least life will never be boring haha!

The flat is now totally unpacked. Actually, it was unpacked by the 14th but I have put up a few more sepia photos in frames. I’m really into my photography and I think I’m getting better if my photos are anything to judge by.

The flat is going well. It’s a spacious one bedroom flat. I can see the sea from the bedroom and the lounge. Both get morning sun. I also have my own library and music centre. It’s nice to display all my books in one place. The library also doubles as a spare bedroom as it has a pull out couch!

It is very relaxing having the place to myself and I enjoy being all domesticated hehe. Anything else you were wanting to know hehe?

I have moved into my new flat. Life is now finally starting to balance itself out. Admittedly, I did have to take a couple of days sick leave this week. It felt like holiday but it was desperately needed time because my body has been in so much stress over the last 5 months, that it needed to unwind. Because I let go of the constant stress over the last couple of days, I was displaying cold and flu symptoms - so it really was sick leave.

I’ve now decorated and only have one area left to unpack. That is my books and music. Shouldn’t take too long. My only bug bear is that I have lost a computer game. It’s really driving me nuts so hopefully I will find it.

As always, I have been keeping up with the blogs, still being a lurker but I’m hoping now that life has settled down, I may get back to posting and even commenting haha!

Happy birthday Daddy. I know your not around to celebrate it any more and you won’t even read this (I hope you are up in Heaven having a lot of fun), but its my way of remembering you and showing that you were here even if you aren’t any more….